I lost u
i chased u away
i was so afraid to be what u needed
so i smiled
and i stole ur heart
and though i didnt belong
i became part of ur life
i made everyone fall so hard
i had the look
the one u all needed so much
u were in a trance
all of u
waiting on my every word
onley in the end did u realize
i had u all so fooled
i lied
and we cheated
i made u love the mask i wore
becuz u could never love the real me
not hte way u loved her.
in the night
those creatchers that hide
on the sidewalks
and in your bed
wake up
they will hunt u down
and inside u will grow cold
all the hopes
all the dreams
they eat ur eyes
and take ur opinions
till ur barly here at all
every night u sleep
another thought stolen
and as the years go by
ull lose everything good about u.
each beat of the music
matches the beating in my head
im tripping on words
im falling into the leavs
I tried to walk but fell down
oh that pounding in my ears
my head was spinning
my legs felt weak
they tried to pick me up
but it was too late
my hands became cold to the touch
and my lips stoped wispering
im sorry
im sorry
my last words
drunk
alone
thinking u could hear me
I just wanted to tell u
so much to say
so im the floor
screaming so loud
but no one heard me
and the breath left me
befor I could tell u
how much I wished
things were different
and if I could go back
id never had done those things
u deserved
She is screaming,
for the life she could have had,
all the things she should have said,
all the times no,
was better than yes,
shes crying for the days,
when things were simple,
shes shouting,
for the ones that should have loved her,
didn't she deserve it,
all the little cuts,
all the little dreams that should have come true.
just like I should
this is happy
this is good
this is the way things are
theres nothing we can do
give in
give out
don't worry about me
I should have known better
than to think it could all work out
give in
give up
we cant win
this game was a lie
so ill go on
give in
give out
its ok
I don't need u
just go
and go far
forget my name
I will be happy
and I will be good
just like I should.
have u hear the song
that the second fiddle plays
it's a slow sad song
it's the sound of waiting
for a train that wont come
or a boat that cant float
have u heard the song
that the second fiddle plays
the lyrics are harsh
and cuel
a hate that comes straight from love
she sings so loud
she can barley think
all she wants is to be heard
not just played
sometimes she gets out of tune
just so he will listen
have u heard the song
the broken girl sings
her strings r broken
and she cant get back in key
she is stuck in a case
can u hear the song
the second fiddle sings
if u listen close
u can hear her hum
its soft and low
u
I lost u
i chased u away
i was so afraid to be what u needed
so i smiled
and i stole ur heart
and though i didnt belong
i became part of ur life
i made everyone fall so hard
i had the look
the one u all needed so much
u were in a trance
all of u
waiting on my every word
onley in the end did u realize
i had u all so fooled
i lied
and we cheated
i made u love the mask i wore
becuz u could never love the real me
not hte way u loved her.
in the night
those creatchers that hide
on the sidewalks
and in your bed
wake up
they will hunt u down
and inside u will grow cold
all the hopes
all the dreams
they eat ur eyes
and take ur opinions
till ur barly here at all
every night u sleep
another thought stolen
and as the years go by
ull lose everything good about u.
each beat of the music
matches the beating in my head
im tripping on words
im falling into the leavs
I tried to walk but fell down
oh that pounding in my ears
my head was spinning
my legs felt weak
they tried to pick me up
but it was too late
my hands became cold to the touch
and my lips stoped wispering
im sorry
im sorry
my last words
drunk
alone
thinking u could hear me
I just wanted to tell u
so much to say
so im the floor
screaming so loud
but no one heard me
and the breath left me
befor I could tell u
how much I wished
things were different
and if I could go back
id never had done those things
u deserved
She is screaming,
for the life she could have had,
all the things she should have said,
all the times no,
was better than yes,
shes crying for the days,
when things were simple,
shes shouting,
for the ones that should have loved her,
didn't she deserve it,
all the little cuts,
all the little dreams that should have come true.
just like I should
this is happy
this is good
this is the way things are
theres nothing we can do
give in
give out
don't worry about me
I should have known better
than to think it could all work out
give in
give up
we cant win
this game was a lie
so ill go on
give in
give out
its ok
I don't need u
just go
and go far
forget my name
I will be happy
and I will be good
just like I should.
have u hear the song
that the second fiddle plays
it's a slow sad song
it's the sound of waiting
for a train that wont come
or a boat that cant float
have u heard the song
that the second fiddle plays
the lyrics are harsh
and cuel
a hate that comes straight from love
she sings so loud
she can barley think
all she wants is to be heard
not just played
sometimes she gets out of tune
just so he will listen
have u heard the song
the broken girl sings
her strings r broken
and she cant get back in key
she is stuck in a case
can u hear the song
the second fiddle sings
if u listen close
u can hear her hum
its soft and low
u
today i relized for shure that mike isnt comeing back from france. he didnt get shot or blown up. ull find no prisoner of war here. he was hicking and he fell off a cliff. an accedent. i assumed when he left this earth it would be deliberatey and perpusly. no accident. with valor and honor. i assumed hed be shot down fighting for his country or perhaps in his bed as an old man. but not like this. not so sudenly and unexpected.